TAK KAN TERUNGKAP

kata-kata ini

tertuang dalam kisah

yang entah kemana kan bermuara

diselimuti tanya

yang entah kapan kan terjawab

begitu banyak bintang kerlingkan cahaya

tak satu pun teraih

semua semu

dan tak sampai ku dekati

termenung

duduk menatap langit jingga

bersama kicauan burung kian meredup

hingga sunyi meraih angan

senandung bergulir dalam redup cahaya

dan terang bergulir kelam

keindahan itu

gambaran kerinduan

yang terpendam

dan tak kan terungkap

MENUNGGU MIMPI

semua pergi

di malam yan begitu sunyi

entak kemana angin membawa pergi

ku cari

namun tak ku temukan

mungkin waktu

tak menempatkan segala keindahan pada suatu detik

bahkan detak itu

sekejap menghilang

seiring pasir berbisik

tak lagi terdengar

dentuman itu

membentuk di setiap pijakan

apa yang akan dikatakan mentari di esok pagi

saat fajar menyingsing

dan aku masih terjaga

menunggu mimpi

PERIH RINDU

kau pergi

saat rindu ini menyesak

terhujam di dada

oleh raut wajahmu

begitu dalam

bahkan terlalu dalam

ciptakan keraguan

dan ketakutan

ku letakkan harap

tuk terbebas dari perih ini

agar ku tak lagi mengenal

bahkan kecap rasa itu kembali

anggur itu begitu pekat

ku cicipi lalu ku terbuai

dan terbangun

tanpa dirimu

tuk yakinkan aku

akan hari esok

kan terus bersinar

tak lagi ku meletakkan harap

tuk terbangun di hari esok

karena bayangmu

tak sanggup ku genggam

terus

dan terus menghantui

dalam setiap nafas yang ku hirup

KAU TLAH PERGI

semua sekejap teringat

ketika namamu terucap

pada bibir manusia

kukecap pahit

dan ku tahan airmata

semua angan tentangmu

masih begitu segar

hati tercabik perih

rasa tak sanggup menahan

senandung itu tak lagi ku putar

tak lagi

namun ronamu

merdu suaramu

tak sanggup ku hapus begitu saja

semua begitu lekat

dan tak lekang oleh waktu

tak sanggup pudar

dan menghilang

dari ingatan

ya dari ingatan

kini kita brada ditempat yang berbeda

namun nafasmu hidup di sisi

benar2 tak kan pernah mati

hingga esok berhenti

mimpimu terus membara

seperti nyala api pada unggun

ku rasa begitu cepat

semua tak bersisa

hanya ada kisah yang tlah lalu

tentang kamu ,, dia ,, dan kita

ku nyanyikan nada2 itu

ketika bersamamu

dan mimpi itu seakan nyata

bersamamu

ku kan rindukan gelak tawa

dan celoteh manis itu

kau tak akan pernah terlupakan

wlau kau tlah jauh dari sisi

hingga waktu kan pertemukan kembali

rajut kisah bersama

PRETEND

sometimes i prefer to pretend
pretending to be blind
coz i'm afraid with what i see

sometimes i prefer to deny
denying to be deaf
coz i don't hear with what i hear

i'm afraid to see the sun
when it shines so bright
but i can't see

i'm afraid to listen the song
when the ryhm played
but i can't hear

ILLUMINATE

what kinda feel is this ??

feel like green green grass

and red roses are bloom in the dry field

My thirst paid by this feel

run ..

fly ..

smile ..

laugh ..

deleting all the pain inside

like butterfly flies

dances like a ballerina in the air

that's beautiful butterfly is you

yes you !!

colored wings that coloring my life

i breath for you

i stay for you

i survive for you

and only you can illuminate my life

make my life to be a purposeful life

take my hand

and i'll bring you fly

to the wonderland

stay with me

till i can't breath again

till i loss of time to live

because i named all of this is LOVE

SONG OF LONELINESS

i hope this is just a fake life

then someday will fade away

here i live

in a cage

like a bird loss its freedom

feel the loneliness among the crowd

unfair !!

yes unfair !!

other fear to get close

so they go and leave me

alone !!

in this path i'm nothing

i don't have any way to get free

what all i can do is just

sit and wait for gone

rot eaten by the time

the only thing that remains just

story of loneliness

and memory of pain

REVEAL

write some word to say

letters arrange to be one

completing sentences i type

fill in the blank

chapters by chapters

pages by pages

try to write more and more

over and over again

till i tired to type

but ....

time never goes asleep

awake and pass

and someday persue me

to done all of this

to salvage

then i finish to type

typing what life say to me

upon white papers

and with black ink

this file imortally live

couldn't be undo or redo

just flow by the wind blows

i should wait

till that someday comes

and the judges judge whole entire life

who have to go

and who have to stay

i'm ready to type

i'm ready to be a journalist

for this reallity

and entire human being

reality will reveal

and prove what life kind of

preparing human being for the time

the time could not predictable

NEW CHAPTER

i jump to the lake

feel the cold inside

let my heart freeze by the time

let the memories pass away

make the future only a nightmare

till i dress up

fill in a new chapter

with some coloring ink

and ready to begin

then end

without doubt

and worried

just pass and pass

walk to the door

for the last destination

GRAZZLE CLOUDS

i fell down

i'm freakin out

don't you try to stop me ??

upside down to the deepest cliff

nobody hold up my hand

that time like the end of breath

beneath the destiny

that shade my self

this scar will be imortal in me

as a bestfriend

will always imprint on my body

have you ever heard i scream ??

felt this sorrow

have you ever seen i cry ??

felt i'm gonna die soon

always gimme this

kinda sweet of pain

i'm enjoyable

as long as i live

look at the grazzle clouds

reflect my soul

Never Asleep

i will never know

where this live goes to

when does seconds stop to beat ??

it's all a big mystery

can't be solve by a man

every night i sit

upon my bed

lift my hands and pray

wherever my life will disembogue

that was where my life would be anchored

i believe God never asleep

Have I ??

have i ever shown you this feeling ??

yes ,, this feeling

that always there inside my deepest heart

have i said words to reveal all this time ??

that sentences spin in my mind

have i given you some fabulous moment ??

that remind you of me

have i loved you the way you are ??

that way i'll have a perfect life

Beneath the Moonlight

i'm dancing

spinning around the floor

ensoul the rhythm

stars blink above

shining my dancing steps

beats permeate my mind

makes me fly over and over

galaxies were also dancing

through the night's voices

dance together

feel the music inside your soul

don't wait

just begin your steps on this dance floor

and the happiness comes to you

beneath the moonlight

canon 1000d

this is what GOD has gave to me ..

HAPPY FACES

my happy face .. my happy time .. my happy moment .. my happy memories .. my HAPPINESS

L.O.V.E.

L.O.V.E isn't only we live and stay in somebody's heart ..
it's about struggle and sacrifice ..
sometimes it's like kinda fairytale ..
sometimes it's like kinda nightmare ..
if you believe ,,
love will be you guardian ..
guarding you to the place filled in by millions smile ..
time never goes to sleep ..
every breath that we take ,,
bring us stories that will be memories ..

GOD'S GLORY

i sat on the grass when twilight comes ..
the burst of light coloring the empty spaces on the sky ..
like the road to heaven ..
I want to fly around the universe ..
feel life is perfect ..
without tears ,, fear ,, and pain ..
I want to live forever ..
will never die ..
and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU till the end of term ..
makes all of an eternity ..

my life is incomplete without you ..
you brought me smiles ..
that ever lost before ..

so i crossed my fingers from my both hands ..
and i pray ..
asking God to make this separate lives to be one ..

walking down through the billion stories ..
hand in hand ..
carve the eternity in love ..
and our names will graven on the angel's wing ..

we will be immortal ..
can not be separated ..
we're here ..
because of God's glory ..