DEAR YOU

dear you
a sweet boy over there
i never know the way i love you
it just happens on me
i always pray toGod
to send me a hero
dear you
if i could say it to you
i'll whisper in your ear
saying words
that you never say to me
but don't ask me why
dear you
this is i wonder
but i don't let it happen
'am your admire
a secret admire
i'll never show it
till God let it happen on us

by : nindy aninditya

DAYDREAMING

this is summer or winter ?
sometimes sun shine so bright
sometimes heavy rain falling from the sky
it's hard to guess
sometimes right
sometime mess
i do believe this life is mystery
no one could know or guess
that what i feel know
strange with my own story
life just kinda daydreaming
not more than that

by : nindy aninditya

BITTERSWEET

why do I love him ?
sometimes too difficult to explain
why does this feel exist in me ?
my blood getting darker
my mind doesn't corporate whit the reality
so tragic
some illusions come and make me fly
too many times i fell
to many times i fly so high
but it's just an illusions
not reality i have
sometimes i wanna throw away
but it'll come someday
remembering
he's not mine
just kinda admire
I love him
but he doesn't know this fuckin feelin
it's hurt
scar deep in side my heart
don't know how to get it well
don't know how to make it dry

by : nindy aninditya